This is the phase of my life that embodies the phrase “mixed emotions.” I am happy to be going back home, I am sad to be leaving. There is an innumerable amount of things to look forward to, and so many people I’ll be missing. Weekends, runs, movies, drives, dinners, conversations. There is a lot to miss.
It is very peculiar that at this juncture, I find myself alone. No matter how hard I try to explain to anyone or however much I write here, how these final moments feel is sacredly mine and mine alone. Hong Kong, Maine, California. It’s been a while since I’ve had a hearty goodbye. But of course, as my eldest brother put it a long, long time ago, “It’s not goodbye, it’s just see you later.”